I am overwhelmed with sadness for losing my best friend, my husband. Overwhelmed with how I am to carry on. But thankful for the awesome children and grandchildren and family and friends that will help me get thru this. I am overwhelmed with the love and just knowing that I am not alone. I am thankful for a God who gives me so much and overwhelmed with wondering why He needed Jay right now. As I look around me all I see is love and sincere people who Jay has touched and I am thankful that I got to have him with me for a while to show me how to live life to the fullest. Knowing that I am not alone gives me comfort and knowing that I will see him again gives me joy.