In the dictionary , "trust" says: reliance, implicit faith, to entrust, to hope, to believe, to be confident. In the Bible it says "Don't let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God." Up until now I haven't been mad at God for taking Jay. But with so much to do I have wondered what was so important that He needed him more than I do. I need to believe, I need to trust.
This last Saturday was Mindy's wedding. The weekend before was smokin' hot. Then it rained all week. But Saturday was perfect. I just needed to trust and believe and I did. I asked my friends to help me make the wedding beautiful for Mindy. I trusted that they would and they blew me away. They are amazing. (I will post pictures soon)
I am so thankful for a God that loves me and takes such good care of me. And for family and friends that know what this girl needs and they are there for me every day in every way. I absolutely love you all.