Thursday, March 20, 2008
Do you ever sit in a chair and cross your legs? I do that a lot. Every time I cross my right leg over my left leg. It is just natural for me to do it this way. If I try to do it the other way it just feels awkword. That is how my life feels right now. I can do it, it just feels wierd. When I talk about my life now it seems like I am talking about someone else. My life used to be pretty close to perfect. Now I do all the things that I used to do but it isn't the same. The best part is when I look around me I see Jay everywhere. I look at Stacy working in the office and I see Jay. So smart, so busy and so determined to do things right. She wants to make him so proud. And she has. Then I look at Mindy. So cute and so sweet. She isn't even working on her wedding plans cuz she wants to fuss over me. She is so funny and makes me laugh just like her dad. I look at Casey and I see Jay. So intellegent and such a smart wit. He looks and acts alot like his dad. Every day I take Taylor to school and we have to take Jay's pickup. Taylor loves his dad and he looks and acts so much like him. He washes his pick up and keeps it clean. I love these four blessing Jay and I made and am so thankful that they are here with me.