The past week-end was filled with family, friends, food and fun. We went to the Farm Chicks Sale in Spokane Washington. It was so much fun. The fairgrounds were overflowing with everything fun, funky and fabulous. There were seven of us girls that went. We laughed a lot. Ate alot. Shopped alot and had a great time. The rules were that we couldn't come home until the pickup and suburban were full or we spent all that we had brought. And so, we managed to do both. It was my 48th birthday and I thoroughly enjoyed myself. It also would have been Jay's 50th birthday. I have spent the last 30 plus years sharing a birthday with the one I love. And this year I missed him with all my heart. I'm sure he was smiling down on me saying "You go girl." But I would have traded everything to have spent it as we have so many times, just the two of us, the kids and a pizza. I love you to the moon and back again Jay and miss you more than you could ever imagine.